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Book Excerpt
We
started walking towards The Castro. I had no idea why, but it looked like
William was headed towards somewhere in particular. “Where
are we walking to?” I asked. “Secret,
Honey, who do you work for?” Not exactly an answer but I knew where he
was going with it. “You,
Sparkle.” Here it came. “Then
please just enjoy the walk and no more questions.” “Another
surprise?” I asked, timidly. “That
would be a question, Secret, but yes.” (Uh-oh.) When we arrived at where we were going Secret said, “Ta-dah!”
I looked around but all I saw was the Subway sandwich shop. Seeing my perplexity, William turned me around
until I was facing the door right in front of me. It said: The Gauntlet. “What’s
The Gauntlet Sparkle? Or do I
want to know?” I knew I didn’t, but what the hell. Sometimes I just
like hearing myself talk. In any case, William was pushing me up the steps
and into the shop. At
first I thought we were in your plain old run of the mill jewelry shop.
There were a few cases in the shop that contained what looked like
earrings and studs and the like, but on closer examination the jewelry
looked less like it was for your ears and more like it was for other body
parts. I gave a long, hard gulp before I turned to look at William. He had
his face right up to the glass of one of the cases and he was looking
intently at the merchandise. “Um,
Sparkle, what exactly are you planning on doing here?” All the while I
was praying that it was just window shopping but I knew deep down that
William had other plans for us. “Now
Secret, Darling, I’ve been giving this some thought for, like, a week
now and that conversation we had over brunch just, you know, made me
realize that I really want a nipple ring. And don’t worry, you don’t
have to get one if you don’t want one.” I listened as he said it but
for some reason I had a giant pit in my stomach. All the while I could
hear music in the background like the kind you hear in a movie just before
someone gets killed. (Okay, it was Siouxsie Sioux, but you get the
picture.) “Good,
because I am not getting one. Period.” I insisted. “Fine.
I am. Now help me pick out a ring.” Not
having a clue as to what a good nipple ring should look like (I had never
even seen one before that moment) I just picked out the most colorful one
that was in the case. It was a green hoop but, instead of going full
circle, it had yellow, metal balls on each end. I thought it was cute and
said so. William had other thoughts on the matter. Cute was not what he
was going for. He ended up picking out a sterling, metal bar with silver
balls on each end. The clerk showed us some pictures of what it would look
like once it was in and, Lord only knows why, I actually thought it looked
kind of hot; almost appealing in a sick and twisted sort of way. Still, it
was pretty gross once you realized that there was going to be a hole in
your nipple. “C’mon,
Secret, come back with me while they do it,” he said, dragging me back
to a curtained cubicle. It was clean and sterile enough; sort of like a
miniature dentist’s office without the spit sink. Still, I could think
of a half dozen other places I’d rather have been: prison, Iraq, hell,
etc. Pretty
soon a short, extremely tattooed, shaved headed, multi ear-pierced man
walked in an introduced himself as “Tree”. Tree was very matter of
fact about what he was going to do and how he was going to do it. He said
that the actual piercing was over in a split second and that the pain was
very bearable and, to some, even enjoyable. This I personally found very
hard to swallow but, looking at Tree, I could tell he fell into the latter
category. He also said that in many cases the nipple ring added to the
sensitivity of the nipple with the over all effect of a more pleasurable
experience when someone played with it. Not worth the effort, I thought,
but William had a smile on his face as Tree explained this. ***If
you are squeamish, you should probably (Hey
up there, good for you! Anyway, it’s not your nipple getting pierced,
right?) Tree
had William take off his shirt and lie down. Then he put surgical gloves
on and proceeded to wipe William’s nipple with some disinfectant. Then
he marked each side of the nipple with a pen. The whole time he was doing
this I was getting more and more nervous. William, as per usual, was cool
as a cucumber. He didn’t even look down to see what was going on. Tree
then took the metal nipple bar, which he had been sterilizing in an oven
up until that point, and placed it next to a metal stick sitting on a
table by the short bed that William was lying on. It looked really sharp
at the end and it turned my stomach just to look at it. (Last chance to
skip ahead up there.) Then he told William to breath normally, which
William did. (I was hyperventilating.) He grabbed William’s nipple and
lifted it up a bit. William grinned at that, sick fuck that he is and,
before I knew it, Tree had shoved the metal stick right through
William’s nipple and out the other end. OW! OW! OW! I was thinking as I
sucked in my breath and shut my eyes really fast. When I opened them, the
stick was just sitting there on William’s chest; skewering his nipple.
(If I was feeling any lingering effects of the Bloody Marys up until then,
I wasn’t any more.) Tree then took the nipple bar, which had one ball on
one end and nothing on the other end, and threaded it on one end of the
stick and yanked the stick all the way through William’s nipple; thereby
pulling the bar through as well. He then put the remaining silver ball on
the other end of the bar and, voila, it was all over. William
barely moved a muscle the whole time and never so much as let out a gasp
or anything. I was in shock. I could not believe that I just witnessed
someone get a stick rammed through their nipple. Then
William asked, “So how’s it look?” Honestly, I had to admit, it
looked sexier than hell on him. It sort of detracted from his nelliness.
Too bad you had to go through the actual piercing to get the result. “It
looks great,” I professed. William got up slowly and stood in front of
the mirror to get a gander at it. I could tell immediately that he loved
it. He just glowed as he stood there, grinning from ear to ear. I too was
staring at it and, once I got over the experience of witnessing the
“operation”, I too had a smile on my face. It did look great and I
said so again. William gave me a peck on the cheek and said the words I
was dreading to hear but was expecting none-the-less, “Great, now it’s
your turn.” “No
fucking way am I going through that,” I said, shaking my head back and
forth. “C’mon,
you just said it looked great and it only took a minute and it didn’t
hurt at all. And it’ll be this great experience that we can share
together. We’ll be Nipple Sisters!” He was so convincing (or I’m an
even bigger idiot than I thought). I
just stood there for a minute and stared at William’s face and then his
nipple. Then back at William’s face and then back at his nipple. And
then over at Tree, who was waiting to see if he could inflict his pain on
another victim. (Tell me something, do you have to have a degree to
perform this rite?) Then back at William again and then…and then…
“Okay, fine. I’ll do it,” I said, feeling like I had just lost all
control over my life. “Yippy,”
William squealed (so much for
looking butch); “he’ll take the green one with the yellow balls.”
(Can you say “sucker”. He knew it all along.) And
before I could think of an excuse to get out of it, I too was lying on the
short metal bed with my shirt off and two black dots painted on my poor,
little nipple. Then one, two, three, I too had a sharp metal stick sitting
comfortably on my chest and through my nipple. And finally, I too had a
shiny, metal nipple ring through my nipple. “You
lied, Sparkle,” I said, panting. “Lied,
Secret?” William asked and pointed to his chest innocently. “That
hurt like a big, old mother fucker.” “Oh
that. Yes, I guess you’re right. But if I told you that you wouldn’t
have gone through with it now would you?” The asshole had me there. “Stand
up and take a look,” he commanded. I stood up very, very slowly, not
wanting to move my chest even a millimeter. Then I was standing in front
of the mirror and looking at the new addition to my body. Again, I hated
to admit it, but it did look rather sexy just hanging there. Plus, with
the metal pushing through it, my nipple was now twice as big as it was
before. (Bonus!) “See,
that wasn’t so bad, Secret.” I just stood there and stared blankly
back at him. Actually, it was more traumatic than bad, but I was getting
over it quickly and, pretty soon, the adrenaline rush was making me
somewhat euphoric. Tree
then gave us a quick lesson in nipple care: how to clean it, what not to
do with it, what to expect in the healing process. I barely listened to
him. I was too dazed from what I had just done. Luckily, it was all
written down and William was paying attention. And when it was finally
time to leave, and we had to put our shirts back on, that’s when I
started to panic. I just knew that putting that shirt on over my nipple
would be painful as hell. It wasn’t, but the next few weeks should prove
interesting, I thought. Just before we were about to leave, I looked at
William and said, “Nipple Sisters, huh?” He smiled up at me and took
my hand, squeezed it once and led me out of the shop; newly sobered and
newly pierced. Copyright ©
2002 Rob Rosen |
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You
can buy a copy of Sparkle through Rob's website: www.therobrosen.com. Rob Rosen was born in Brooklyn, New York in 1966. He spent his childhood in the suburbs of New Jersey, his teen years in Hilton Head, South Carolina, and much of his early adulthood in Atlanta, Georgia, where he graduated from Emory University with a B.S. in Biology and then worked for eight years as a Clinical Biochemist. When he turned thirty, he packed it all in, sold his car, broke his lease, gave up his career and followed his dreams to San Francisco, where he is now an Office Guru. So much for that expensive education. |
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